I’m just doing what I do. Life is like surgery- sometimes you’ve just got to do it and hope for the best. Some guy wrote several emails to the website today. He just can’t stop thinking about me, literally- obsessing over me- grinding his dirty, yellow teeth over what a slut, bitch I am- he doesn’t even have the balls to sign his name or leave an email- what a limp dick…sad…He really hates me. He doesn’t even know me, I guess he saw a few videos and read the blog- hahaha! He doesn’t understand anything -and his girlfriend probably just dumped him or thought he was gross and so wouldn’t give him a blow job- or his mom- whose basement he lives in -ran out of his favorite breakfast cereal- like fruit loops- this morning. Bad bad mommy- that’s how these things work- how my day goes…every day-push it into the one whose taking it -even if you’ve never met? It seems so- because you don’t need to know me. You don’t need to be a biter to have sharp teeth. This game gets so boring and predictable- for me anyway…don’t you think? I’m more of a hands on- and all the men who come around prefer to be angry- sky humping- mousy, hiding gimps -angry little cowboys riding atop their choice of a sex toy- and I’m not implying she’s an actual person either- The cowards locked in their bedroom while mommy makes dinner- and the way they bare their baby teeth, it’s a joke -and you know it’s true. This guy was vile and disrespectful – angry rapist prototype- But he shouldn’t choose me to fondle because you know what I’ll do…or maybe you don’t know what I’ll do -and maybe that’s the thrill. After all, we all want a little shake up every now and again don’t we? Anyway, isn’t there anyone out there who is different? How can we play a game if I always know your next move before you do? And you push me out onto the edge- and I’m sweet and caring and then I snap- like an inner automatic 3 strikes you’re out- mechanism. She is bigger than I am, my alter ego -who many of you have formed a love/hate affair with- and it’s amusing because if you find me so blasphemous and disgraceful why do you keep coming back for more? Why do you email me several times a day telling me how much you hate me? I’ll tell you why, it’s called DEVOTION – you prick. And I’ve got yours on a stick and you know you love me – and you’re just jealous of “pussy wiped” BD (yes I know you meant pussy whipped- learn how to spell ok?) because I “treat him like one of my dogs” – and shouldn’t you be so lucky?- my dogs are canine lords and they get kissed a million times a day by me, their beloved. And they eat better and smell better and are cleaner than you are- and I love them- who loves you? You are so spun out because your mommy never potty trained you. I love everyone. I’m not “the evil Kali” I’m not Kali at all. I’m a witch who spanks and consumes. I’m a bitch whose not taking no for an answer you poor little fellow.
I’m a goddess with a hard on -who never gets soft or intimidated by greatness (again, please contain the jealousy) I’m too much for you and I feel sad that you’re so shook up -and I just want to say, life is tough guys- when we can’t deal with our lust for power, prestige and control. And there’s no quick fix for your sexual inadequacies -because they’re all in your stuttering, sputtering mind and your head is loose and your “special hand” is calloused- get it? Stop choking the monkey and get down on that brain trash – that makes you hate people like me who talk out loud- and aren’t passive aggressive -and are honest -and who care enough to write about this dilemma- the dilemma of boy man vs. sexy angry mommy- and yes you did want to fuck her and you know it. Why does everyone lie and hate me because I don’t?
I love you, you know. And that makes you angry also because that’s not how it’s supposed to work right? Because sexy women are vain bitches who only want money and the souls of men- and that makes it easier to manage doesn’t it? So you target me and try to get me back in my place? He’s 30 years older than me- I respect every word he says- and I also respect every word I say. I’m not stupid because I’m not ugly- and because I’m not ugly doesn’t simply make me a dick sucking, soul devouring, gold digging whore- so be nice to mommy or I’ll have to get the belt out. Don’t make mommy beat you ok? Just get down on your knees because we both know what you want…
and then if I want any lip from you, I’ll scrape it off my zipper.
This is a BIG spiritual teaching.
*I’m it.
SHAKTI.
Sharada Devi
Dearest Sharada Devi
So …I’m recovering from surgery, and I’m howling with laughter! You ….my darling , tantalizing Dakini , the one with one hand on the pole and panties hanging on a toe…..are irresistible, and you can’t help it you are stunning. I can just see it too, He could be one of those with a baby fetish, sleeping in a giant crib, with a bottle and a diaper on, begging to be spanked…this time he’s found the one who isn’t afraid to whip him into submission… Whack ! ☠📿🔮💞
On your right with love and devotion,
Kamala Devi
I just LOVE YOU! You’ve really got a golden tongue sweet butterfly – take me higher!
❤️⚡️❤️
kindrid
kindle
kendoll cando
nothing
in the way.
You’re adorable wayne☄🔥☄
u r it!!!
thats it
🌹🌹🌹⚡️🌸💧💧💧🔥💀❤️
Talk about a spiritual teaching, right there
And I can still
Breathe
what a man!!!!!⚡️⚡️⚡️
still breathing☄🌸☄
you’re so emotionally
available…it’s like air.
Hahahahaha !!!
🙀
⌚️-out ⚡️⚡️ ⚡️ is striking again ⚡️⚡️⚡️ 💥 🔥 ‼️‼️
the lights went out⚡️⚡️⚡️!!!!
Hahaha!!!⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️⚡️🔥💀❤️
funny you all are!
So fun to be funny!
🔥🔥🔥🌹
“wild thing ⚡️
you make my heart sing
you make everything ⚡️ groovy ”
❤️💛💚💙💜
⚡️ SHAKTI Zap of the rainbow heart ⚡️
✨✨✨
are the lights back on yet?
what time is it?
did we step through a portal between color and black and white?
Hey, when did that rose turn red?
🌹🌹🌹
Motherlight!!!
I don’t wanna wait for you, I wanna bust through
To the place
Where
Silent breath
Starts
Again.
I
Don’t wanna wait
For you, I wanna bust
Through.
who told you to wait for the mother light?
she’s been waiting for you sweet boy.❤️
Yea but then u say that and I melt and I see you in the reflection
So thanks
anytime🌹
It’s so true. Everything you said. I feel terrible about it. And I’m wrong. at least I’m not the only one with these issues and maybe just knowing it isn’t enough. I mean one day I could hope to be half the man Bhagavan Das is. And half or even a quarter of the wisdom
Who is this?
My nAme is Jesse. Pleased to meet you
Dear Jesse,
But you didn’t write those emails to me-
you’re too sweet…❤️
“I can’t help it if I’m lucky” just found the wind blowing in my window, cool breeze must be coming from Tibet. That dakini came in my room again, she is dancing up a storm in my heart cave, but I thought I was all alone. She whispers in my ear….let it go…. let it BE. You will die and I will take you home to the Om zone which is behind the Sun, you know the space, you touched it once when you were young and free and could still see before the demons came to eat you and feast on your juicy flesh. We live in the charnal ground, they are on there way to destroy and tear the building down. If I had my way, we would drink the water from the dust of his lotus feet. She is my Shakti, my life, my more my all and everything inbetween the in and out breath of my soul. Cry and let it bleed all over the bed, never give up. She is the rainbow light beyond the stupid game of sex and power. Come back to the out breath…… go out into space and mix with breath of the dakini. Let Shakti talk to you inside the crystal cave of your heart. My head is on your lotus feet……….. kalibaba das
Oh lucky kali baba! Please illuminate who we should be voting for this year.. Does it even matter, have the shadow governments already taken over? My soul is having a hard time deciphering what to do.. I really don’t care for any politician and have never voted.. The only message I keep receiving is “go vote”. Any decision made does it mean nuclear war? I thought about asking my mom and dad who there gonna vote for, because they’re god right? With all my love and respects. Thank you.
Queen of the goddesses! You are so strong and beautiful. Thank you for being pure light in these days of darkness. It sounds like John Kosswix is up to his old tricks.. what ever happened to that guy anyways?.. I hope you are well. When you get attacked like this it makes me hella angry. Love and prayers to you and the pups. Thank you..
You’re the sweetest!🍒
All my love❤️💧❤️
Satin shadow, cave
I think I’m done
World can’t hear
Careless don’t feel
The Rumble
But I cry, in a way, because it’s my own
Satin shadow, lower
Forever hearing and feeling
My word.
so beautiful…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JTeKpWp8Psw
you bring me here
and so, many times
i catch the shine and
want to reflect, it to you,
but don’t you know. Drives me crazy!
I do know!
I do it on purpose🌹
you’re so bright in the deep together
as light and soft as a blazing feather
I hope you never say goodbye
because I love your song
shining firefly🔥
in the coal, mine
“you’re the, yellow bird
I’ve been, waitin for.”
just wait and see
all the ways )))))))
you
Split this world
in mee.
just wait and see
“I don’t care if you’ve been to tibet: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vWbFdICIpJE
I say yes. I believe you!
And you’re only 32?
🔥🌚🔥
Love the song…
and I laugh because you’re laughing…
I’ve been this age since I
first let loose behind a guitar and
that’s what’s happenin: I told you I get swept away
I only want to hold
you
Really?
That’s what they all say💀🔥🌹
Is kind snow falling?
Mother earth blanketing herself
with brightly glistening crystalline purity
exquisite flakes of perfect forever
drifting and swirling down, down down
kissing the ground
bestowing blessings from above
frozen love
❄️❄️🌨💙 🌨❄️❄️
If cold is kind,
then yes it’s falling
on this lonely house…
That’s funny, i was going to say its hot
Melting this
earth Quake!!!!
that’s funny -and I was going to say it’s cold burning underground…like a lonely volcano with no hope of ash…
It’s all white after all.
you do it!
Do what?
besides everything I mean…
kind is actually someone else’s word to describe snow.
I was really just acting on an opportunity to say hello
connect from afar
touch your heart
send a smile
kindle a thaw
melt the walls of a lonely house
what ever it takes
to be
in the moment
reaching out.
some times that fine line between clever and stupid
just gets in the way.
⛅️🌤☀️💥🔥♥️
No second guessing ourselves remember?!
love❤️
aw man!
I just can’t catch a break.
no place 2 run no place to hide
from the FIRE-Light that always points and sez
GOTTCHA ❗️
⚡️💥🔥❣️
( ‘cuze me while I light a candle and turn inside )
Yes! breathing blood,
Gaunt again..
Oh my Lord
I’m calling
For each,
Breath
you’re so bloody hot!!!
and what a perfect line after
all we’ve said and done…
laughing again,
because I can always
count on me!
and you only instigate
the perfection!
Hahaha⚡️⚡️⚡️
Is there
a systematic
dismantling
going on here
or am I just
plain bonkers?
Ball-peen hammer
tapping
chipping
away
at my
crystal
skull
systematic? I like that wording- seems very
sly and sophisticated…
plus it seems like there is an objective
or like a grand purpose to it all- and that really makes me feel very good about myself!
Thank you! Hahahaha⚡️⚡️⚡️❤️
U R welcome
dear 1
but hey,
what about lil ‘ol me
the 1
I ain’t supposed 2 C
invisible
despicable me…
whoops
oh yeah
slipped
in 2 a chasm
never 2 b scene A-Gain
good rid-Dance 2 her
she was gett’in on my last nerve
any-way
did lighting strike
and send that 1
into
oblivion?
Jeepers
it’s
about
TIME
‼️
well then
keep on cracking
expertly swinging that holy mallet
there might be some space left
that hasn’t split open yet
spider webbing
is such an intricate process
don’t cha know.
🔨 🕸 💣💥 = ❤️ ❗️❓❗️
Thank you!