♦Well I don’t know what to say. I scare everybody away. I’m not wearing a costume, I’m not charging a price, but you’ll pay for the burden of sight on sight life. Life picks the wound to peel and infect, life burns the germs from between legs of flesh- it’s a heavy wish to be on top. Don’t you think you should be careful? And since we’re being so honest, filled to the brink with symbol and pus- let’s lick the bite -that’s what dogs do to heal. It works you know…
and you think you’ve trained me to talk nice or whatever but I don’t get trained and just when you think the leash fits the walker, be careful. It’s dirty and down low. The places I’ll take you – you know, since you love me so much. You see sex appeal is a weapon to use on the seeker who doesn’t actually listen but only sees the goal. The goal is me right? Well, you’ve been plugging your ears so I’ve been taking off the pieces one by one…
I was a dancer, a bad girl stripper remember? Yes, me, without a top, without a head and money coming out of my ears. “WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU LOOKING AT!?” That’s what I would say prancing on stage, seducing the pole -in a G string and topless. Funny! what a liar I’ve been! I’m still kind of like that, I know. I’m honest like you…and such a contradiction. Such a menace to the lively man..
I HAVE ONLY ONE TEACHING AS THE GURU OF GUTS AND OF GORE. AS THE MISTRESS OF ROCKING AND ROLLING which is:
*There’s a pole and there’s a hole. None of us actually have much more than that to work with… hahahaha⚡️⚡️⚡️
Am I lying? not this time angel face. Put down your dollars and watch me light up. I’ll kick you while you’re down, bending over the chalice and you’ll thank me because I’m right and you’re wrong. Poor friends who think I’m crazy and rich friends who know I’ve struck gold down deep.Deeper than I ever let you go. It’s called money. BANG!
Pay the Piper.
Don’t be so serious. I’m joking! I just want your soul, not your bucks. And you don’t want god you just want to fuck. Right?? Hahaha⚡️⚡️⚡️
I’ve always been a coyote. A trickster. Mercury the God of quicksilver who easily flies between heaven and hell- and he’s totally welcome to party in both places. Tantra. Liberation. The real truth brothers and sisters. Pray a little deeper and a little harder and faster too- learn to move that body of yours….and then maybe you’ll get it…OH GOD! OH GOD! OHHHH GOD! YES!!!!! that’s right…bang bang bang
feeling squeamish because you thought all flying worms were harmless – and certain comments were wrong and certain loves unholy?
well, they’re not! You’re wrong and I’m right. Again. Hahahaha⚡️⚡️⚡️
I am a trouble causer, secretly churning your wet sticky places until you gasp and meet God once and for all. I get the job done. You can call me whatever name your little heart desires. I’ve got so many voices rivaling for supremacy, I love them all. Just the way I love all of you. I’m not a builder, I’m a breaker. You just don’t understand the way this works…I see you. You see me. We pretend to talk. THE END.
Understand? I love you so much because you accept the ghost in your glass – drink away- my soul comes in many flavors- hot or cold- and I know you’re thirsty. I’m a good saint. I’m a good sinner. I do so many things so well. Picking and choosing is the hardest part most days…you know how it is, should I or shouldn’t I -top or bottom-hit or miss- live or die- bite or bark-kiss or kill- it’s all so inspiring…
my pen writing on your vivid face. Time is my Lord. He walks with me, behind me he’s following ticking, ticking, counting every second. He’s got a knife on my back. He breaths down my neck, I can barely think – he’s so sexy….He tells me what to do and I love it! I’m his hostage and his whore. I’m his sacred moonlight and I’m his swallowing dove. I’m his last word standing. I’m his swan song.
I do everything for you and nobody loves me. Nobody loves me, it’s true- not like you do…and so I’m up all night unlocking doors and seeing through forbidden eyes. Eyes watching in stealth and subterfuge. The blind lie sleeping while I strip them. Take off your self for a minute and you’ll see the love I bring you- naked wrapped in scars. You’ll see the way I know you- spread like butter on burning thighs. What I’m saying is you won’t find a way to fight me really
because I am the peace that shatters peace.
And I know you’re afraid. And twice I’ve said, “this is your second chance” The cat arches her back because she knows what’s coming…diamond eyes see in every crevice and fold the reason you’re really here. And I keep a secret because I don’t want you to know I know but I do know…and the collision and the smashing and banging is the reason and the way to enlightenment. BANG!
Don’t believe me. Whatever. You’ll never be rid of me until you disappear. You made me so that someone would love you to death. And I will.
Til death do us part, isn’t that right?
love at first sight. love at first bite. love me all night. you’re wrong and I’m right. you don’t like to fight? then don’t be so uptight. your dark is my light. mother delight.
call me the drinker of life. call me the words you can’t say. call me the dark eater of earth. call me your catcher and I’ll call you my dream. it doesn’t matter what you call me
just call me…
your little love bunny,