Don’t misunderstand me. My love is eternal and beyond the guise of this body. My friendship and commitment to anyone who has ever known me or who has even once looked upon me with love is unbreakable- and I will be there in the highest order to catch you as I have caught myself. From the clutches of fear, confusion and untimely death- you can count on me. Bhagavan Das is everything and I can talk as I do because our union is beyond this earth, surface things and stupid personalities. It’s so beyond that no matter how or what I say, the bond is eternally unbreakable because it is true everlasting love dependent upon nothing in this world. That’s why neither me nor him are hung up on externals, why there is no fear in what I say as -if it matters. He doesn’t mind. He encourages my blatant honesty. I do what I do because he tells me to, he supports it. He is not attached to himself. He thinks it’s all funny. We are not our bodies or the relationships we create within them- with whoever- inside of time. Roles, faces and reasons change. We play it out on the surface with full passionate involvement for the benefit of all who would fear to go there. For whatever reason- out of posturing particularly. We are not this, we are in this. We suffer fully and deeply to engage and transform this. I am so sure of my love for Bhagavan Das and his love for me- beyond the surface ripples- that no matter what anyone says or does- or doesn’t do- it’s trivial- because there is the ground ocean love that doesn’t change. There is the ocean guru. There is the karma we reveal. There is the shaking and the struggle. There is the pain and tears. There is the death and life. There are new names and characters. There are words and there is silence. And above and beyond- below and inside- there is the unchanging, unmanifest. Independent of externals and so confident in it’s truth, that anything and everything can happen- and nothing changes. That is the fun of our love. Me and Bhagavan Das cannot ever be separated is why we can do whatever we want, come and go. We do it for each other’s growth. The guru devotion beyond body is so all encompassing for us both that the freedom to move and destroy is unlimited. And the peace to let go or hold on is unparalleled. We met in this time to free ourselves and each other. To set an example of fearless freedom- no matter how the judgements fall. We answer to our own hearts. We are a friend and an ally to a spirit that cannot be extinguished. We will never be apart. Don’t be hung up on names and numbers. We are actors in a glamorous drama. Calling out to God, “Help me! Help me! Save me! Save me!” Laughing all the way to the grave. You’ve got a friend.