spiritual thought for the day:
Kick the crutch in the crotch.
It was always me. Temples and churches are outdated wastelands for the weak, the toxic and the guilty. I am the only temple I need because it’s really all I’ve got. There is no way to make up for your transgressions or pay back for your sins just because you go to a man made spiritual center- find your own and be one, you loser. These places might help uplift the already strong but the weak seem to just stay weak and use temples and churches like crutches to hobble through their life with. Much like the 40 yr old guy who religiously watches demonic, self deprecating pornography while masturbating ritualistically in his mother upstairs bedroom and THEN afterwards watches a christian preacher or hindu swami on YouTube to make up for what the “bad boy” did- or maybe he’ll even pray and “repent” for a few minutes afterward- sorry biggest loser, no loopholes. You want to be “deviant” and then be “pure” like a “good boy” what a jackass- get your act together and deal with your fear and get your own apartment- lose some weight by actually getting healthy- (not by eating gmo fruits and canned beans- or the smaller size hotdog minus the mayo and only a small mountain dew -at Wawa- sucking disgusting pork worms down your corn syrup coated throat- sick shit- ) you see how it goes “as within so without?” -GET REAL-
kick the crutch in the crotch!
A temple is useless for this type of guy- who clearly has not taken responsibility for himself or his actions- and that’s what I’m saying- temples and churches aren’t there for you to get yourself off in- to carry you somewhere- to lift you up out of the hole you won’t stop digging- literally, Jesus could not die FOR you. Don’t jack off on Jesus- is what I’m saying- You’ve got to get on your own cross and make it happen hard- and that’s just a fact and the rules do not change- if you think anyone can save you or get you off in some special savior-like way, you’re wrong- it’s not true. Get up and look in the god forsaken mirror- this is it- you’re in a bad place and it’s a long, dirty road-stop waiting, tomorrow isn’t real, now is.
My body is a temple and I listen, speak, look, touch, eat and defecate accordingly. There is no way around the way it is- and if you’re stupid enough to think saving money on food because you’re a cheapskate or maybe you just can’t “afford” it-is wise and prudent, don’t be an idiot- disease and ignorance is a worse curse than poverty. Wake up and stop leaning and making excuses- or calling yourself a doctor when you’re the one that needs to see “Dr. Kali”- anyone can fantasize from their bedroom including me- but I try not to be that cruel to myself because in the end, Gods in or Gods out.
And you know what? God isn’t in right now. We are all deluding ourselves. It’s much closer to home and because of this, we look up to “heaven” and pray as if this goodness of god blessing is light years away- it’s just all untrue. How many times can we hear it, think it or feel it until we turn around and see what we’ve done to ourselves – bodies and minds, emotions-the abuse, the hovels we hide in lurking and waiting for the divine mother- counting calories,
saying mantras, reciting prayers, going to India, ignoring everything we are really doing and keeping our eyes on that unattainable prize:
the dream woman in the black dress who has magical powers…such impotence, what more can I say?
Find your own way. Stop being a liar. Take the bull by the horn and shake it to death. God isn’t real. Only you are.