GOD ALONE

I am baring all. I am the supreme stripper at the left hand of a virile god. I am as naked as the clear blue sky. Take it off, take it all off. Don’t be shy. None of us ever understood anyway why we have to own this body and then be embarrassed of its assets. It’s like buying a car and keeping a cover on it- and go ahead and try to drive that car covered, it won’t work- you can’t see ahead of you. You’ll crash. See what I mean?

It’s called Tantra. The weaving of the great speeding light, the upside down frown, the hecklers upheaval. We’ve spent so long making such a mess of ourselves, covering our bodies in shame, lying to the light about who we really are- because we have no idea. We’re doing everything beneath the sheets, and no one sees anything – not the giver or the taker, not the pit and not the pipe- not anything- so we think, “let’s hurry and do this because we’re really really bad..”

And don’t pretend you don’t get it, maybe you just read too much or maybe everything you believe is what someone else told you. Well are we in Sodom and Gommorah -or are we pigeon holed into a parking space much too small for the vehicle? Spread your legs open and let the universe out- let the heavens in- let the gods out.

You think I’m just a big tongue in a mouth that’s much too small? Well, not really. I’ll let you in and you can take a look around at my black wedding – cobwebs in the corners of the room, skeletons dangling as branches from a tree that broke through the window-tangled thick roots coming up through the floor, rotting fruit everywhere -because everyone’s afraid to eat what they are…

and there’s a huge white snake slithering through the middle of the room and he’s not waiting for me to figure him out…so I just jump on because I love him- don’t you see? And all I have are my red lips and my squeezing hands and all I give him is direction and purpose…
and I’m eating it all because it’s the only way out…and he’s just quickly maneuvering me through the dirty hole of the doomed -and I’m just his beloved and thankful counterpart…

someone needs to ride the white snake- or he’ll go mad with venom- and you’ll be lost in the room of doom forever…

so I have accepted that I’m misunderstood -and I know you want to know the unknowable- but first we need to see the unseen- the shame dressed as mr. nice guy -the fear dressed as sex appeal- the dread dressed as obedience…

that’s why I’m saying, take it off. Take it all off! And until you see how you’re covered in layers of gray cloud- you’ll think that you already have- with your ass in my face- naked skin on bone- bouncing and hanging -thread from the wire -but this isn’t the whole truth. You kept the world wrapped around your heart and I can barely hear it’s murmur…

“Take me I’m yours. I love you forever. Give me life. Give me love. Drink my blood. Break me open…”

Well you haven’t said that to me yet, and so I know we’re not doing the real thing. It just a surface emulation of something we intend -but the seducer has a rope -and you still have a neck -and you aren’t on your knees and I’m still cold and tight…

and everything I ever say is just about God and God Alone. There is only God. I love God Alone. I speak God Alone. I undress God Alone. I lie to God Alone. I die for God Alone. I dance with God Alone. I bleed God Alone. I curse God Alone. I FUCK GOD ALONE.

So do you. No questions asked.

I wish you could hear me. I wish your ears weren’t plugged by a lifetime of principals and calculations. I wish you knew how sexy God Alone really is. Which means you would be naked and we’d have nothing to talk about.

My Master once said,
“LEFT SEES RIGHT AND RIGHT SEES LEFT”

The Tantric path is fusion of confusion. It is the blind walking without a cane. It is sugar on the Sun. And I’m not saying I’m your teacher, I’m saying I’m a jockey who rides all kinds of animals – and reptile too- because My Master also said to me,

“GO, AND LOVE THEM UNTIL THEY MATTER”

I said, “how will I know I’m doing it right”

My Master replied,
“YOU WILL KNOW WHEN THEY MOVE TO THE LEFT AND ARE NOT BOTHERED BY SIN”

and I said, “shouldn’t they try a little harder to be good?”

My Master replied,
“YOU SHOULD TRY A LITTLE HARDER TO BE BAD.”

and I said, “Why? I love you and you are God”

My Master replied,
“NO. I AM SATAN ON A GOOD DAY”

I said, “really?”

and My Master replied,
“GOD GAVE ME GOD. THATS ALL I KNOW.”

and I said, ” Ok, I’ll be back”

and he said,
“YOU AREN’T GOING ANYWHERE”

So at that point I shut up because I’m confused- and then he took off his body -and he shook me really hard- and I fell from the sun in quivering shattered beams of His Light -and I started looking for where I went- looking for my broken selves- and then I saw you -and I knew I would love you just exactly as My Master loves me.

I will shake you down until you’re as holy as the sin you fell from. God Alone holds the scepter. And from the tip of my tongue I will slip into you as the God who looks both ways before he crosses- who sees her blood as drops of shining Sun- who knows the path to my forbidden pale moon-who leaves me with nothing but surprises…

who made me say, “I never left and I’m all that’s left”

IT’S TANTRA. ITS THE WHITE RIDER ON THE BLACK HORSE. ITS UNTYING RED SHOES. ITS THE SIGN THAT HAS AN ARROW POINTING BACK AND FORTH. ITS THE LOVE BEHIND THE LOVE…

so I can only tell you this,

When the sun rises on the other side of noon as black fire. When she spits white letters into your mirror face. When you hear me singing in tongues of seance. When nothing else matters but this…that is when you will be naked at last and that is when God Alone becomes our love alone…

woven by both of my hands,
Sharada Devi

20 thoughts on “GOD ALONE”

    1. Replied before reading a word
      And now that I’ve read the first sentence, I think I’ll save the rest for tomorrow, when the hurricane
      Hits
      God bless

    2. This is a galaxy
      Meant for you
      Because you play
      So well

      I think it’s a supercluster
      Pow!
      Hare hare! Bright blue, yellow and nothin
      My beach stretches out
      Feelin your smile crashes
      ,Take me,God
      “Sendmeonmyway”

      1. I THINK ITS A BIG BLACK HOLE
        GETTING READY TO SWALLOW OR SPIT-
        no way to know either…
        until we’re in her stomach or…
        somewhere else…??

  1. “Can you hear me NOW?”

    We are living in the burning grounds, the dead are walking around all over the place. “The naked lunch is natural to us” we eat reality every moment with every breath. What can we do? Look out into space and look back at who’s looking out. The time of demonic possession is here and you are the target. Back up and make a U turn fast. She is telling you what to do. We listen to HER as she dwells in the tone of our voice zone. Return to her womb of light. She is dancing atoms. Bow down sister Hare Rama Hare krishna. Crazy wisdom one eyed, heart song, can you hear her tone? It’s raw and real, bone to bone, vulture eating flesh.

    KALI cleans up the mess, puts all the bodies into the fire. Burn baby burn, stop it, drop it. Lick up the blood soup of selfie iphone photos. Look at me. You are a ghost, listen to the tone of your voice and return to the zone of AH. The situation is hopeless, there is nothing we can do. We are caught in her trap, snakes, chickens and pigs GA Ga GA.

    This is the weave from her loom, her ancient mother fingers dance on rainbow light. Go down into the hole, deeper and deeper, fall and fall, like the rabbit we are looking for the Queen of Hearts. You just found her………

    It’s all one world. You hit the top of the world sky and you know it’s all a lie. Flip the dip and cream the dream, pole the hole, and let the wave of her breath flow over you and bliss out into the darkness. Our guru is this sacred world of King death. This is IT. dig it, kiss your hands and touch your toes. Roll over and throw another mantra into the soup. She cooks the pot upon the fire of all your desire.

    Shakti cluster baba, never let me go.
    Bhagavan Das

  2. hey you in the corner
    come into the spotlight
    start losing your religion
    take it off flimsy layer by layer
    listen to the soothsayer
    you know the drill by now
    no more second guessing
    it’s the outcome
    not the how

    original sin is a has been
    not what you would have chose
    we know just how it all begins
    the empress has no clothes

    come out from behind that fig leaf
    slip into something more sublime
    try on a better garment
    like an azure sky mind

    the great reveal is imminent
    there’s nothing left to hide
    your immortal beloved waits for you
    the middle path is open wide

    loosen all your inhibitions
    Miss Havisham leave behind your wedding cake
    that tattered dress serves you no more
    it’s time to make a break

    start taking new advise
    don’t be deceived by the book of rules
    catch a whiff of your own wanton spice
    must you always be so nice?
    peer inside to find the jewel

    now is the 11th hour
    it isn’t quite yet noon
    still time to take an inner listen
    to your rarified heartbeat tune

    the fruit that’s not forbidden
    is looming right out there in reach
    so luscious and so sweet
    pluck now that holy peach
    don’t be afraid
    sink in with canine teeth
    no not a trick
    but a sacramental treat
    the supper tables ready
    and the silver is laid out neat
    God is the du jour special on the menu
    and you are just what you eat.

  3. I see you
    I feel you
    I lied
    I died
    Into never
    Forever
    As one
    Ancient guide
    Soul fire –
    Life
    Now yours
    Fleeting harmony
    Coming around
    Blue leaf
    Black bag
    One thousand arms
    One big war
    On the floor
    Deep sleep
    Feel me –
    Feel me
    Don’t go
    Please don’t go..
    Everything we needed
    New without box
    Knew without stock
    Now without her
    Cureless love
    Careless hate
    Beyond the gate
    The ribbon amputated
    The veil extort
    Weather report now
    Whether in decline
    Don’t go
    Please don’t go..
    Desist
    We’ve run the course
    Nevermore
    Forever more
    Never the less
    Into us
    All are none
    For keeps
    For you
    One
    Everlasting life

    I hate sleep.. It’s more like a chore.
    I just want to be awake. Pray to all of her.
    Eternally aware in the phantom smoky quartz universe..

    Annihilation –
    Moonlit love goddess.
    Back to the earth.
    Back to the dirt..
    I love you.
    White fire shaman girl.

    Om namaoh bahagavade vasudevaya

    🌬✨🔥

  4. Spread your legs open and let the universe out- let the heavens in- let the gods out.
    I have no words that can express how beautiful this is. THIS is why I love YOU, sacred Dakini , glowing naked and golden in the mother light.
    🙏🏼❤️🌿✨

  5. Your gift is hidden within the bugs you placed where I dwell
    Where I cultivate calmness
    Where I call out your name

    Dear Kali save me
    Dear Kali rock the boat
    Dear Kali you turned it over
    I am drowning now
    Dear Kali help me find the surface

    Feeling your electric hand reach down and part the waves
    You pull me to shore
    You are glowing
    The bugs are still there and you are laughing

    This feels like torture, this feels like bliss
    This feels like a hurricane, this feels like a misty rain when the drought cursed the land

    Being scared feels like a blessing
    I see you in the bugs eyes

    1. THIS FEELS LIKE LOVE
      FROM THE BIG BUG,
      the BUG that cannot die
      the BUG that watches you live
      CAN YOU DO IT?
      DIE WHILE YOU’RE LIVING I MEAN…
      It’s a bugs world after all…

      1. If you can kill, I’ll take you help.
        we all need help
        Waiting for your blade in the night
        I’ll be your headless servant

        Love you dear soul

          1. Hahaha
            The land of water, but too far in the city.
            Can you teleport back to the small town of berkley?
            💦🌲✋

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