The biggest illusion of all is that we think someone fills this hollow shell, that an entity inhabits this body and this entity is me. The truth is, we have no self, we are selfless consciousness. We construct karma upon the band of time and space so that we can demonstrate what is possible by expanding consciousness through the practice of dharma. We are not a separate being, but we have a history that begins in the bindu of now and moves backwards upon the stream of a starry, imprinted, threaded sound current made manifest as you- where all this information is recorded in the stars which form the individual symphony of your becoming- and this sound can be heard, fine tuned and interpreted through the sound current of your own authentic voice- which is the song of the stars, the proclamation of the gods that the child of god has been born and is you- commencing with your first newborn cry, or better said, will be you- once you break the karmic illusion of the imagined and suffering, solid self. Selfless hood is the merging of your emptiness with the compassion of the deity and vice versa.
Through the sound current of your authentic voice, you access and trigger the stars. Your authentic voice is the refinement and projection of your divine perfection as it suits your unique individuality based upon your past lives and where you come from- which determines where you might be headed and therefore, who you might actually become- where you receive protection of the gods, are imbued with possibility and realize inherent potential.
And for those of you who doubt or cannot see the significance of astrology, you are really losing out on a deepening of an intimate connection to all that you are- astrology is an ancient and profound- reflective, navigating science- in as far as the stars, their patterns and movements are the sign posts and map of everywhere you’ve been- and what you’ve been doing up until now. Your birth chart is the song of your soul made possible by time. And anyone interested in any sort of self discovery- meaning what’s my pattern, foundation, direction and inheritance based on my idea of my illusory self and the fulfillment of my dharma? Then a deeper understanding of this karma, dharma generating illusion called me- must be understood- and that’s why an understanding of your personal astrology- the ancient, yogic science of sound and light revealed in time, is extremely important.
That being said, everything has led to now- has led to this moment and these words. It’s not all for nothing, it wasn’t just a coincidence that we banged heads, it’s not ever just another random occurrence.
Everything is created by magnetism and conductivity via the astrological factors- determining what and who you magnetize and when- the messages your subconscious mind is sending another is what magnetically pulls them to you. The more powerfully conductive individual is the one pulling the people, circumstances and conditions to themselves more rapidly and mysteriously in order to accomplish much, tie up loose ends, gather and pool resources, reestablish significant karmic bonds which leads to a clearing of the confusion that can occur during the grades of testing at the “evolutionary crossroads.”
Everyone- from that perspective, is a potential messenger and it’s important to pay attention to these messages and know when we are receiving one- What I’m saying is- there’s a lot going on beneath ordinary, every day supposed awareness- and it’s in that subtle energy fields that everything is either programmed or being programmed to occur- and for that reasons things are never just as they appear on the surface.
As your magnetism changes through spiritually transformative practices contingent upon the astrological transits that generate new encounters and experiences- you begin to lose interest in current relationships, situation, habits or past times- and that’s because you’re magnetism is pulling you in a different direction and therefore the old ways are no longer binding. The problems arise for you when you refuse to let go of these old patterns and people- and then the universal hands reach in and make your otherwise dull life into an absolute hell for you. This is god’s wrathful form of grace- believe it or not. You will always get a chance to answer the call for change compliantly- but when you don’t, circumstances tend to get much worse- and will continue to degenerate until you cooperate and make the evolutionary shift. Continued resistance to necessary growth at this point could possibly result in disease or sickness, an accident, fighting all the time, feeling a displaced sense of anxiety and paranoia or being paralyzed by every sort of addiction- until you finally can’t go on resisting and hit the bottom- realizing total helplessness and defeat- at which time, if you are getting wiser, you may be open to letting go of outworn clinging.
And it doesn’t have to be this way, these curses you are struck with are only because you aren’t listening- and seemingly valid excuses and your “personal story” don’t matter even a little bit- the only thing that matters is that the life current coarsing through your physical and astral body is transmuting energetically- due to the evolutionary movement of the stars and also due to cosmic collective conditions- and so you cannot go on like this resisting growth -without dire consequences.
Answers will not fall from the sky, courage doesn’t come and hold your baby hand- it is you that must do something, make a proclamation and make a change- not tomorrow, but today. Right now.
You think your thoughts don’t matter. You think I can’t hear your mind. You think you don’t travel astrally at night. You think we don’t talk in dreams within alternate dimensions. You think your house has walls and your body is encased in skin. You think it’s your little life, savings and family you’ve made- and it’s all contained, supervised, managed and maintained by you? Do you really think you’d be reading this if I wasn’t talking to you?
You are a hollow shell with stars inside. You get inhabited based on a number of things. Past life gurus, the gods that desire to enter you- as well as the ancestors who desperately call- and then there are the astral predators and alien parasites that drain our vitality- and the list goes on- and the reasons are many. Does it even matter why or how? Kind of, but not really- what matters is that you become more conscious of the things you’re tapping into on a daily basis- dead foods, dead screens, dead music, dead conversations, dead relationships – it all effects your consciousness-your new, bright life- it distorts your magnetism- holds you back from achieving based on your god given talents, abilities and gifts…
and because you’re still trying to establish a sense of fundamental boundaries in this illusion of separateness- you must become as solid as a rock or an old tree- before you can be as etheric as the rainbow or as subtle as the orchid. These dead things blur your vision and negate your personal, core power to a detrimental degree- yielding you either pretty much useless to yourself, or just plain self destructive- and so before you can blossom into selfless hood embodying the divinity- you must clear away the death in your life by you, yourself (whose non existent anyway) dying to the distortion you’re now living due to primal fear and worn out excuses- due to attachment to bad habits of body, speech and mind.
It all just depends on what you want out of this precious, fleeting human life- and so no need to get offended or defensive- there is no judgment here. Everything you are doing and not doing is leading you somewhere distinctive and absolutely. Every act and choice is a huge deal. Sacrifices matter. You sacrifice the lesser for the greater and you reduce karma. You fearfully cling to the lesser and reject the greater and you create more karma for everyone- including those you think you love. Your position, role and persona is transient and without substance. It is not who you are. Who you are will take more inquiry and this is why practices such as fasting and isolation, silence and prayer- are life changing -it’s because you finally get a glimpse of this dreaming passenger and when the undying crystal light of the mantra is revealed, you see with a clear vision that is eternally aware of you as you are- and yet not limited by anyone or thing. You become your own cherished mirror when your heart shines from your eyes not because you saw someone outside of you that you “love” but because you saw yourself from the inside and there is only one love my sweet dreamer.
Selfless compassion requires decisive behavior.
So it’s over and over again that you turn and and spark and ignite and align and adapt and refuel- and it’s never ending the letting go of nothing that you think is everything- and all you have- and the spaces in between where your character is built are the listening grounds- as these answers to your insecurity and questions are coming only in the in between and nowhere else- because that is only when you actually need these answers, when you’ve already bravely taken the leap of faith, made the required sacrifice, trusted in the care of the divine mother- and now the all knowing, all aware- universal hands must catch you- and certainly they will…
but you won’t know and you’ll find reasons to stay stuck- fear disguised as doubt, intertia disguised as a perverse sense of duty- and as long as you’re stubborn and arrogant- or lack devotion to the source of your liberation- you will remain asleep- constantly scheming, bargaining, and excusing your life away. Always a reason to remain hiding from the light, I know. And there are so many ways to deceive yourself in that regard. That’s why the world is the way that it is, nobody does anything but spin out- and it’s all for the same reasons you’re spinning out- who cares what the flavor is, it’s the same stifling, suffocating, stenching pile of shit excuses…
because who really loves god more than their own imagined security? Not really anyone- even though it’s the only trade that yields the priceless gold, the abundant riches of the gods and the crowning halo of the immaculate mother light.
It’s always been simple. The truth is the truth and nothing and nobody needs to change but you.
Sharada Devi ☀️
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